Monday, March 31, 2008

Bumps


To realize
that your most prized individual may not value you at all...
that you only lose those which are important...
that you were given nothing even if you were not asking for anythin in return...
that selflessness may lose your sense of self...
that value may betray its owner...
that expectations are risks...
that just being good is not enough...
that explanations sometimes arise only to defend but not to clarify...
that explanations can ruin contentment...
that the insensitivity of the other awakes the sensitivity of another...
that we keep what we aren't sure about...
that you're good but not better enough for him...
that you can love the most unlovable of individuals...
that ordinary stones can turn to jewels in one's heart...
that keeping his flaws and magnifying his best brings out the worst in him...
that omens are sometimes self-generated...
that maybe's do offer possibilities...
that nothing is good but you have a good friend...
that "please and sorry" are not always sincere words...
that you "can" but don't mean to be...
that lame excuses doesn't always have a lame effect...
that love and friendship in the same cage may cause one to breathe less...
that fences doesn't only provide security but also temptation...
that doing things unintentionally doesn't justify pure intentions...
that luck can be pushed and can be influenced by fear...
that you may forget what the other person is feeling...
that you can't dance tango together as long as you want...
that it's hard to pull off people stuck into the quicksands of their past...
that "i think" can mean "i doubt"...
that you can hold on, let go, hold on again, let go, hold, hold, hold, go! ...
that friends are cruel--they give bumps than offer rides...
that bleeding can be bloodless...
that lessons you've learned in a hard way might make you hard as a person...
that tears are solid...
that letting go may lead you more to holding on...
that limits can be left undetermined if you weren't pushed beyond...
that people can be helpless even if help is available...
that pain can be generated by good memories...
that the degree of hurt lies on the extent of your expectations...
that hoping is not always a positive word...
that the truth you withold can be a lie to somebody...
that it may also be the other way around...
that facing ones fears doesn't guarantee courage...
that disclosing one's sentiments can be a closure...
that mean words can aid...
that indifference is a lame excuse not to hurt...
that being speechless may mean you have an insurmountable things to tell...
that you're insane if you're in love...
that much care and concern can stab you in front...
that future is very present to those who are hopeful...
that you can never limit love to one person...
that you'll miss only what you don't have anymore...
that the fear of taking risk will let you settle for less...
that all people are incomplete...
that the right time is always unannounced...
that things seem not to work, but they do in some other way...
that u've been awake for a year (unable to rest) and he's still sleeping, enjoying his dreams...
that one can exhaust all the means and make things happen...
that smiles can cause tears...
that the extremes of your emotions (ecstasy and desolation) feel good together...
that you can possibly work for the best yet the worst happened...
that he never saw you even if you see each other often...
that everything can turn to nothing...
hurts. :((

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