I have to leave too, and I'll walk with you. It was more of she had withdrawn into her own body, and left it to itself and its own quiet rhythms, unbothered by any input from her mind, oblivious from the outside world. But I had nothing else to occupy or distract me. But they would lecture me with loving concern, which was worse than being scolded. I had done things I had not decided to do. Silencing my bad conscience... Sometimes the memory of happiness cannot stay true because it ended unhappily. Is sadness what comes over us when beautiful memories shatter in hindsight because the remembered happiness fed not just on actual circumstances but on promise that was not kept? When I see a woman of thirty six, I find her young. But when I see a boy of fifteen, I see a child. From the outside it is impossible to tell if you are disowning someone or simply exercising discretion, being considerate, avoiding embarrassments and sources of irritation. Juxtaposition of callousness a...
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