You take either all of me or nothing. There are certain things you cant undo. Anyhow, I didn't give up is that I thought if you were to come back to me, I would be able to take you back. Maybe you will hurt me again. Or maybe next time, I'll hurt you. No one can promise anything. Neither of us can make any promises. But I still do love you. Death is not the opposite but a part of life. He lived in his own special hell. “At this hour?” she said, surprised. “Why do you have to go all the way to Hakone at this hour?” “There’s something I need to think over,” I said. “So you won’t be back tonight?” “Probably not.” “Darling, I’ve been thinking over what happened, and I’m really sorry. You were right. I got rid of all the stock. So why don’t you come home?” “Yukiko, I’m not angry at you. Not at all. Forget about that I just want some time to think. Give me one night, OK?” She said nothing for a while. Then: “All right.” She sounded exhausted. “Go to Hakone. But be careful driv...